recluse
rɪˈkluːs
noun: a person who lives a solitary life and tends to avoid other people.
synonyms:hermit, ascetic
For the last six months or so I had been living the life of the recluse. Apart from work my contact with others had been limited to my children and some family members over the Christmas break.
I had to look within and try and answer some questions.
1) Why had I isolated myself to the caravan on the field?
2) Why did I gravitate to partners with highly sensitive personalities and seemingly a thirst for drama and chaos?
3) Why had I allowed the protection of a mild melancholia to engulf me as it had?
4) Where had I gone to?
It was a Sunday not many weeks past and I had woken and at last it all seemed different. Enough of this. I would begin again.
I booked to see a mortgage adviser and he said I was good to buy a house. I messaged a lady and she said we were good to meet. I practiced a mindfulness meditation and I was calm.
Yes, I would begin again. I began to surface. I was coming up for air.
rɪˈkluːs
noun: a person who lives a solitary life and tends to avoid other people.
synonyms:hermit, ascetic
For the last six months or so I had been living the life of the recluse. Apart from work my contact with others had been limited to my children and some family members over the Christmas break.
I had to look within and try and answer some questions.
1) Why had I isolated myself to the caravan on the field?
2) Why did I gravitate to partners with highly sensitive personalities and seemingly a thirst for drama and chaos?
3) Why had I allowed the protection of a mild melancholia to engulf me as it had?
4) Where had I gone to?
It was a Sunday not many weeks past and I had woken and at last it all seemed different. Enough of this. I would begin again.
I booked to see a mortgage adviser and he said I was good to buy a house. I messaged a lady and she said we were good to meet. I practiced a mindfulness meditation and I was calm.
Yes, I would begin again. I began to surface. I was coming up for air.
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